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Love Was Here First

by Carolyn Arends

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1.
Be Still 03:40
Be Still Carolyn Arends Words fail, but I just keep talking I derail, but there’s just no stopping The train of my thoughts, it goes faster and faster This juggernaut is my natural disaster My “what-ifs” collide with my “wherefores” and “whys” ‘Til the only way that I’ll survive Is if I will Be still And know that you are God My gears just keep on turning My fears quickly are burning My faith down to ashes, my hope up in smoke I fan the flames and I stand here and choke ‘Til I remember if I want to breathe Then the only remedy Chorus Oh how I need a vacation ‘Cause it’s so exhausting pretending I’m God There would be much less frustration If I would let you do your job Chorus © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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STANDING IN THE NEED OF PRAYER Trad., arr. Carolyn Arends It's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Oh it's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer It’s me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Yes it's me, it's me, O lord Standing in the need of prayer Not my father, not my mother, but it's me Lord Standing in the need of prayer Not my sister, not my brother, but it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Oh it's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Yes it's me, it's me, O lord Standing in the need of prayer Not my neighbor not my teacher, but it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Not the deacon, not the preacher, it's just me O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Yes it's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Oh it's me, it's me, O lord Standing in the need of prayer It's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Oh it's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Oh it's me, it's me, O Lord Standing in the need of prayer Yes it's me, it's me, O lord Standing in the need of prayer © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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MY FAVOURITE LIE Carolyn Arends I’m a caterpillar who will not cocoon Feels like a tomb – I will not die I am a seed that will not be broken For the flower to open – no I will not die I am a pilgrim on a dead-end road Who refuses to go in a new direction I am a sucker for my favourite lie: That you don’t have to die to live the resurrection I don’t wanna die to live the resurrection I am a creature who prefers my cave To the light of day ‘cause it’s what I know And I am a sailor who will not leave shore There could come a storm, the winds could blow Chorus I am a girl who is sore afraid That the life I’ve made’s no life at all Can you find a pulse in this concrete heart Could the end be a start after all Chorus God help me die to live the resurrection © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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SOMETHING OUT OF US Carolyn Arends We’ve got stiff necks, weak-knees And tendencies to wander We’ve got empty hands and pockets All our fortunes have been squandered And to see our situation You would think that we were done But it ain’t over till it’s over And even then you overcome You made cosmos out of chaos You made Adam out of dust You made wine out of the water You’ll make something out of us You make light shine in our darkness You make life to conquer death You make children out of sinners You’ll make something of us yet You’ll make something of us yet We want our way Like David with Bathsheba We are dreamers, we are schemers Like Jacob the Deceiver But you meet us at the river And you show us a good fight Then you bless us and you name us And make morning of our night Chorus We fall asleep Instead of standing by you Yeah we boast as big as Peter And then just as quick deny you But you’ve always made disciples Out of prodigals and worse Just by giving us your Spirit You make us into your church Chorus © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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I am a Soul 04:25
I AM A SOUL Carolyn Arends Molecules and atoms Just like Eve and Adam Ashes to ashes, dust to dust Even still I wonder When we are six feet under Will that truly be the end of us ‘Cause why beauty, why poetry Why “no! no! no!” to every tragedy Why laughter, why lullabies And why this asking why I have a body, but I am a soul I see a fraction, it's not the whole I cannot prove it, but still I know I have a body … I am a soul A sculpture or a canvas Can speak a private language Telling secrets hidden in the heart About a world of spirit I swear sometimes I hear it Playing like a piper in the dark It’s in love songs, in symphonies In funeral marches and in liturgies In whispers, in rally cries In dreams that won’t say die You have a body but you are a soul You see a fraction, it’s not the whole I cannot prove it, but still I know You have a body … you are a soul World without end, amen World without end, amen World without end, amen World without end, amen Chorus © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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Willing 03:37
Willing Carolyn Arends You want the best for me but I don’t want to take it Today the best just seems to cost too much I know to mend a heart sometimes You have to break it But I don’t have the strength to choose that love But I am willing – to be willing And I am ready to be moved And I am longing – for the longing That pulls me close to You The only place that I am filled is at Your table And still I starve myself day after day I cannot choose Your will unless You make me able That’s why You say You are the only way Chorus I’ll send the guards away who keep my heart I’m making space for You, a place to start Chorus Please pull me close to You © Running Arends Music/ASCAP CCLI 7165825
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Roll It 04:10
ROLL IT Carolyn Arends When you got the weight of the world on your aching back And the burden is too much for you Well now, worry and strife won’t add a day to your life But there is something you can do You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God He’s your PROVIDER PROTECTOR, YOUR SHELTER AND ROCK YOU GOT TO ROLL IT ONTO GOD When you’re mistreated and misunderstood And there’s not a single friend in sight There is none so close as the Holy Ghost And He is gonna make it right If you will roll it (ROLL IT) onto God You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God He’s your PROVIDER PROTECTOR, YOUR SHELTER AND ROCK YOU GOT TO ROLL IT ONTO GOD When your own sin starts to drag you down And the devil tells you you are through Remember Jesus Christ already paid that price And even now He’s telling you He’s telling you He’s telling you You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God He’s your PROVIDER PROTECTOR, YOUR SHELTER AND ROCK YOU GOT TO ROLL IT ONTO GOD C’mon and roll it (ROLL IT) onto God You’ve got to roll it (ROLL IT) onto God He’s your provider, protector, your shelter and rock You got to roll it onto … God You got to roll it onto God You got to roll it onto God © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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The Last Word (Love Was Here First) Carolyn Arends Bad day in the garden, Eve fell for the lie Now we just keep falling one lie at a time It seems like forever we’ve been under this curse But love was here first Verse 2: Now everything’s broken and everything fails We can’t quite imagine that love will prevail We’ve got to remember when the bad goes to worse Love was here first Chorus 1: ‘Cause there will be a day When the kingdom comes When love has finished all that it’s begun When we’re face to face We will know for sure Love’s gonna have the last word Love’s gonna have the last word Verse 3: Bad day on the hillside, or so it seemed When love was surrendered and nailed to a tree But the grave came up empty and death was reversed ‘Cause love was here first Chorus 2 Solo Chorus Verse 4: A bad day in the garden could not erase All that was started with original grace And though we have wandered, we will find if we search Love was here first Chorus 3 © Running Arends Music/ASCAP CCLI 7182514
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ACCORDING TO PLAN Carolyn Arends Rain comes, and so often it falls On the good and the evil, it's not personal The sun shines, ‘cause that's what suns do Probably don't mean it's been thinkin' 'bout you And even though God's in control of it all Sometimes the sparrow is going to fall I'm not sure that God moves everything Likes pawns in a chess game, or puppets on string And I can't determine just whether or not He causes our troubles or He makes them stop But I am convinced we get one guarantee There's no situation that He can't redeem When He moves in our hearts, that's when we understand It's going according to plan We try to pull back the veil We tug at the curtain, all to no avail We say, “There are no accidents” But we can't account for all life's randomness So maybe some things are not orchestrated Oh but with God nothing has to be wasted Chorus Yes I am convinced we get one guarantee There's no situation that He can't redeem When what we meant for harm, He turns into some good Where our hearts start changing, then it's understood He's doing the miracles, only He can It's going according to plan It's going according to plan © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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NOTHING CAN SEPARATE Carolyn Arends Somewhere there's a mother waking up To news in the night that she cannot bear And somewhere the whole earth is quaking Making dust of the city that was standing there Well who can say if the trouble comes from Above or below or the hands of fate I just pray when the trouble does come You help us to remember the promise you make I know - neither death nor life Not the past nor the present nor Things to come No foe - neither depth nor height Can separate us From the love of Christ Today there's a church group meeting Though the government already burned their building down They say there's no kind of beating That can take away the peace and the joy they've found They know - Chorus Though we go through the valley's shadow And we live out our lives in these dangerous times Still we know every step that we go We don't have to walk alone, You walk by our side We know - Chorus Nothing can separate us from the love of Christ © Running Arends Music/ASCAP
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I know when You were here You spoke a lot of words To disturb the comfortable And comfort the disturbed But those who knew You best Must have wondered why You never said good-bye You said “Lo, I’m with you always Always know that I’m Making preparations In a world beyond all time Where we never say good-bye” I know when You were here The people gathered ‘round To hear You tell of prodigals And treasures lost and found And some folks understood And some folks didn’t try Still, You never said good-bye Chorus I know when You were here Whenever You would speak The lame would walk, the blind would see Your talk was never cheap And when the time had come You said You had to die But You never said good-bye Chorus

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released October 20, 2009

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Carolyn Arends Vancouver, British Columbia

"One of the most affecting communicators in any genre." - Billboard Magazine

Carolyn Arends has released 14 albums and is the author of 3 critically-acclaimed books. 15 of Arends’ songs have become top 10 radio singles on the Canadian pop and US Christian charts. Arends has earned 2 Dove Awards, 3 Juno Nominations, and was recognized as the West Coast Music Awards’ Songwriter of the Year. ... more

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